Thursday, 24 November 2011

coming back delhi from lko

It was 16 Nov 2011. I had to come back delhi for re-joining in bull-shit company, i said to babu 4 my reservation, he done it. my papa was gone village 4 sme important work...my train was in the nght about 11:45 PM . papa was gone. whole day i was in outing with bhabhi... eaten golgappe n tikki ...can say it was best time in lucknow in comparison to rest time which i spent in lucknow in this trip.
                 In the evening i want to talk everybody bcase after smtime noone will with me ...BUT mama started  crying n said leave babu....i didn't respond on this ..then given me a lenthy lecture which was damm torturing ........... n started to see TV serials.... bhabhi was bsy in cooking food  rakesh bhaiya was doing his official work....after sme hour he also bsy in TV . I was feeling like noone cares me , it doesn't mean to anyone either i come or not...i gone many times in mama room bt  she ignored me ................
now the time was about 9:30 PM ...my train time was nearer bt who cares...........then anita's phone call was in mummy's cell , bhabhi picked phone n start chit-chat.....i was alone in my room ..........n waiting mummy that she will come ..........after that i said to rakesh bhaiya  that you have to drop me in railway station.....bt he didn't respond anything n still bsy in TV.  after 15 min i became irritated n again said to rakesh bhaiya that plz lets go ...we r being late.he stood up instantly n gone outside. i havn't taken food still bhabhi was on phone i said to her i m gng then she disconnected the phone. i met with my dada ji was on second floor.n come down i was trying to open front door bt dadda who was in driving seat he opened back door  m sitted in car back to him. then my mom came n open car's door with full force n said gusssa na karo thik h jao.....

                       I was cryinng alot ...........even dadda who hadn't speak a single word to me.........in the whole way..then station came he said look when ur train is arriving? i gone to check in enquiry then i found my reservation was on the date of next day, i became blank start thinking what should I do??? Instantly I decided and came out of station n said to dadda U go my train is arriving ontime ...He said OK BYE.
                    I came again inside the station n started to find which train would go now, i found only single train which was after 4 hrs. i called babu n asked him ....he said there is one train KHAIFIYAT EXPRESS..at 11:15. There was vry rush in enquiry n they told nthng abt this train,even not displaying this train in board also.. then i asked many kulies .....one said it will go through choti line.......i said ok
                     I caught the train frm choti line, it was fully filled ....i started to run may be any train box is waiting for me......nw the time was being 11:17............then i found coach which is nt vry rushy bt still u couldn't find any seat to sit.................I saw a women was sleeping n sme place was left towards her legs, I sitted there........babu was calling me continuosly i picked the phone n sad don't wry i m comfortable..........even i didn't hav general ticket on that time...........IT WAS VRY HORRIBLE.
                     Finally i reached DElhi station on 08:00 am n for metro ticket i was in big Que. I caught metro.........upto uttam nagar.............frm uttam nagar by bus i reached dabri red light and then..............paidal-2 ........

Monday, 24 October 2011

DHANTERAS 2011

2day is 24 oct 2011, DHANTERAS.............!!!!!!! the day on which i was borned.
I hav many questions in my mind regarding dhanteras......not extly dhanteras .....abt my b'day on dis day...
It was just a coincident..........or any meaned????  In my thought its just a coincidence..... bt the reality is only known by my parents..............I think i should not be happy on my b'day......bcoz m unable 2 make happy 2 my parents.....BABU said also "Noone should be happy on his/her b'day untill unless her parents r not happy to u ".

 <<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<< PAPA I LOVE U>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<<BABU  I LOVE U>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>
 With each year I love you more and more.




Monday, 3 October 2011

Life is half spent before we know what it is.

2day i come to know my sir was expired yesterday........He was a good teacher. I w'll miss him always . he was really a nice person. We don't know abt our life anything what will happen with anyone's life noone knows.....so .....Live every day as if it were your last, because one of these days you will be right.........when i was in 11 class, he started to teach us chemistry...it was nice experience...We were doing full masti in his class...actually his teaching way was interesring that's why....i don't like chemistry atall..thenalso i m missing his class. His child is only 8 years old ..God plz give patience 2 his family sothat they can face such a big tragedy ....... 

3 october

Today is naina's b'day. she is vry happy 2day. I love her vry much ...........she is  vry notty bt still good....

HAPPY B'DAY NAINA..........