THANK GOD!!!!!

 Before I get too deep in this article I just want to take a moment to say that I’d like to give thanks to god for all he has done for me and for others through me.  I thank god for being here today. I give thanks to god for giving me the strength and resources to face each and every trial and tribulation that god uses to test my character. 
                        I hav cleared my RN paper. DGCA's result was out on 07 sep2011. It was my seventh attempt in which i passed, now i m gng for preparation of ES. My first attempt was JUNE 2009.Many-2 thanks to my GOD who make this possible. This is my only DGCA paper in which i havn't ask single question 2 anybody. It doesn't mean that i always passed by cheating......it means i am unable 2 understand DGCA's pattern n i m not ready for RATTAFICATION that's why .......But anyhow  i hav 2 clear all paper bcoz  its important for me.I think 2011 is lucky 4 me or i cn say nt as much worst as 2010 becoz i became paid in 2011.
“Thank you God for this good gift"

Alone with My Thoughts

I hav lot of people in my surrounding bt still m alone, I know why?? bt i don,t know hw i feel normal ..........i hav many other tensions also regarding my babu's mom health, she is having major operation on 30-09-11. I want to do smethng for her bt i can,t do due to my family obligations........m vry tensed .......my family is not ready 2 understand me n  i can't  do whatever  they want from me.........Oh  God! plz hlp me i don't want to hurt anyone....bt unfortunately i m hurting to my mom n dad ...........oh god  plz give me as much strength that i could sort out the solution of this huge problem........now noone is here by whom i can share all dese things....i don't know what will happen????? .....my mom is so rude towards me .........even when i talked her i became more disappointed..........i thoght so deeply who is wrong ? bt i am unable to finalise ..............bcoz i know i am wright...n  i don't want to prove my parents are wrong..........i also think may be their position make them to think like this......they are also wright....leave it doesn't matter who is wright or wrong...bt the thing is i can't discuss anything even wid my mom.....babu plz come to me......m alone without u....god plz make his mother well soon......plz............
  Alone with my thoughts,
Alone in my dreams,
Alone in the night,
Alone with my screams.

Alone in that place between sleep and awake,
I lay here alone and wait for daybreak.

Alone in my room,
Alone in my bed,
But I’m not alone in my in my heart or my head.
For your love is forever in my heart,
Your smile forever in my head.