Alone with My Thoughts

I hav lot of people in my surrounding bt still m alone, I know why?? bt i don,t know hw i feel normal ..........i hav many other tensions also regarding my babu's mom health, she is having major operation on 30-09-11. I want to do smethng for her bt i can,t do due to my family obligations........m vry tensed .......my family is not ready 2 understand me n  i can't  do whatever  they want from me.........Oh  God! plz hlp me i don't want to hurt anyone....bt unfortunately i m hurting to my mom n dad ...........oh god  plz give me as much strength that i could sort out the solution of this huge problem........now noone is here by whom i can share all dese things....i don't know what will happen????? .....my mom is so rude towards me .........even when i talked her i became more disappointed..........i thoght so deeply who is wrong ? bt i am unable to finalise ..............bcoz i know i am wright...n  i don't want to prove my parents are wrong..........i also think may be their position make them to think like this......they are also wright....leave it doesn't matter who is wright or wrong...bt the thing is i can't discuss anything even wid my mom.....babu plz come to me......m alone without u....god plz make his mother well soon......plz............
  Alone with my thoughts,
Alone in my dreams,
Alone in the night,
Alone with my screams.

Alone in that place between sleep and awake,
I lay here alone and wait for daybreak.

Alone in my room,
Alone in my bed,
But I’m not alone in my in my heart or my head.
For your love is forever in my heart,
Your smile forever in my head.