struggle.............to be continued.....

I am feeling i write blog whenever i m vry upset and broken...

Finally i got married with my adorable babu on 11th march 2015 without any consent of my family..

I was feeling better after this achievement .....

We have decided Goa for honeymoon destination due to tight budget.

we boarded our flight on 18th march for delhi at 10:40 and reached Delhi at 12:00 .  after completion of lunch at Delhi arrival we boarded flt for Goa at 14:20 and reached Goa and reached Goa at 16:50. We have done lots of fun ovrthere.

"Thankyou My God, Papa and My inlaws family for making this marriage possible."

We had to go LKO again for Animesh Marriage. I reached on 29th may 2015 but the Shadi was on 30th may. I was missing badly to my Babu because he had to come on 30th May 2015.

I counted Hrs again and again.....when he will reach...

On 30th he reached at 2:30 pm I wored saree ...he said "ye kaisi saaree h ..i donot like it"

After dis small conversation he was bsy with his talks wid mummy and papa....Thenafter he gone his friend home Sachin, Animesh and mausaji's house. He know that I hav to go Parlour for makeup still he came back at 07:30 pm.

After long discussion we gone parlour with mummy and piyu at 08:00pm.

there was too rush..babu started shouting do fast.....

It was vry embarrassing for me in front of all that make up is not like jhadhu do jaldi2.....

I was trying to make everything OK....I havnot react on his shout.......

he misbehaved me many times in front of mummy papa & piyu.....

I was expecting this is first marriage that we are attending as a married couple... so we will go in d party holding each others hand....and click much more romantic pics as new couple.

But I was wrong everything is is going so differently .....I was with mummy and papa lovely juhi...

I donot know what lovely juhi are feeling but they are behaving vry unknowingly.....

Jab pati hi rudely behave kr rha tha ....to auron se kya shikayat......

I was waiting for night, I had some hope all will be cool,....but He decided to stay in marriage hall during whole night...He came nxt day in d morning  at 8:30.... I listened his voice and again expected that he will come to me and say smething...but he ignored me....and come back to downstairs...I was in d washroom so that I could be ready to go in the kichen...

I was hurted badly by seeing after long tym we had met...still so much ignorance...

"It hurts the worst when the person that made you feel so special yesterday, makes you feel so unwanted today"